Date: Thursday, August 5, 2010
Time: 11:46 AM

Many things occur in mind this few days..
Ive been doing much analyse on things that happens to me...
Seen so much, been thru hardship so much...
I think the pain is slowly decreasing...
And thank god for that....

I met up with Caden to start off my life insurance plan with him..
I have no doubt on anything but as much as im concern...
there many things that i as a singaporean myself didnt notice..
There's so much ways to pan for your finance and save your money on rainy days... examples, hospital plan, house mortgage plan, car plan..all this plan the more you invest the more interest you get the more things you can cover...wow! truly amazing...

Its seems like im all ready to get married but financially, im not yet...
Jacen is doing is part...lucky him...he started off early...
I believe there's always a way to all my doubts...
Im contemplating whether if i wanna have an account with standard chart,citibank or dbs..
Live credit card by citibank turns ma ass on dat god damn real...
Really! no shit i tell you...:P

Months passed...and now we are almost a year...
8 months now and we are moving on natural and smooth...
im actually touched by his existance in my life...
i noe, this wasnt a mistake...
i noe, this is for real...
well, maybe its true...cinta tidak menunggu masa dan waktu..
umur and darjat....
Alhamdulilah...
Im getting closer to mama...
the sweetest things ever is, she fed me kuih tart in front of jacen...
wow! i was least expect that to happen...
when mama, plan to go out with me to geylang to get langsir rumah dier..
surprise me indeed..syukur...
i strongly believe, im on the the right track...
No doubt, me and jacen have our up and downs...
but nevertheless, dier tk pernah abaikan tanggungjawab dier..
mendidik and menjaga i dgn baik..
he's doing things consistently starting from the beginning...

What more should i ask for??
Im asking and praying for future blessings from ALLAH on our relationship..
We are working on it...persevere thru things...
Making up things that uncertain, believe in faith and building trust...
Moga allah melihat niat baik yg kiter tanam dlm hati masing2...
insya'allah..amin... 0have left cookies for me