Forever, Im yours....

Date: Saturday, October 30, 2010
Time: 11:11 AM

OH OCTOBER!

Caught myself in a very tight schedule at work..

Yesterday was one of the most horrible shift i ever wanna say...

8 hours of belaying non stop hit shit!

Belaying starts from 10 am onwards till 6pm..

Im seriously drop dead tired plus im adding more collections to my blisters..:)

CONNIEE!!! ure pushing me to the grave ler!!

And today, like SATURDAY morning! im having gym fucking duty!

OI!! i need my beauty sleep connie!

Earrrggghhh!

And now im at the gym waiting for my tinggi buddy to come for her shift!!

DEE PASTRANA!!! quick!!i need you now! entertainment!!

I wonder whats gonna happen next in the month of november..

For like i really swear, october have never been a good month.

The best of everything OCTOBER sucks for sure.

I wont take back my words..forever it will be the most fucking month i wanna look forward to.

Both of us on tight schedule this month,

Im down with attachment, deary is back in camp for deployment standby..

Seriously, both us couldnt find the perfect tyme to spend precious tyme together...

the only time would be "kiss me thru the phone"

I think thats it... but never the less, we do meet up for a short while for dinner and stuff..:)

My deary knows how to manage tyme well.. just like aku..

Working my ass off till next pay...

He's bringing me to Universal Studio, and im bring him to Marina Bay Sands Resort...:)

Yeah i know...we feeling2 tourist gitu...

Almost 11 month! and 1 more more to a year..

*phewwww*, we are reaching our final checkpoint really soon..!

Seriously, we did well...

But still we've yet to foresee what's gonna happen next in months to come..

GREAT JOB TO US!

Going back to his place today, cuz mama wants

to tempah baju kurung with tailor for hari raya haji...

so weird, but i never did new one for this particular seasonal event....

shud we watch movie tonight...?hmmm....i guess..we shud!

hahaha! gotta do my duty now..at the same time i have to clear my 800 words essay...

*middle finger up in the air!*

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Date: Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Time: 8:54 PM

Jeez!

Wondering why issit being so hazy lately...
Phuck cause so much things to me..JEEZ!!
Lately, i can hardly breathe and today i got an eye irritations..
Begang jer! Yesterday sayang down with stomach flu...
Diarhhea and vomitting non stop hits....Kesian dia...:(
Its okie honey...u gonna be fine after the 2 days MC alright..?(Words of motivation)

Bored, bby is down with flu..So he's doing what he's good at doing since yesterday..
TYDOO! hmmph...! but its okie..rather than dier merayap tk tentu arah...
When i heard he fall sick, i was all worried about his condition...
K i noe, i kasi dier manja..but nvmd...anak sorang mah...
I suker kasi manja orang....he always pamper me..
so he deserve a huge favour as a return...lol!
Hopefully he will recover asap cuz this weekend we have jemputan kahwins to cover...
Adoi! Baju melayu...sungguh meleceh kan...
You noe im not a fan of jemputan kahwins...
But too bad, since im getting married too..
I have to just go and in return like mummy say, they will come to my wedding...

Ive been keeping alot of things to myself lately..
Even phek and iman mention that i was rather quiet than usuals...
I know im not being myself but i just dont know how to let the ball roll..
Maybe only got knows how i want things to be good as it is...
K, before some of you got the wrong idea...
This got nothing to do with me and sayang okie...
We are doing well, alhamdulilah....
Just some other issue which i think its kind of ridiculous for it to happen...
I wash my hands off from this issue for the longest tyme...
Eversince im with sayang...
I just hope things will be good and smooth by itself slowly...
patience is virtue...

Attachment starts tommorow...
So if anyone wanna see me or wanna rembat me or wanna stare at or wanna show how strong are you..by all means....exponent asia...there i am...:)
hahahaha! 4 months in exponent could be just as hell i guess...
arggghh!!!gonna get some rest...

"Ku takkan pernah cuba tuk berhenti..
langkahku mencari cinta...
yang ku tahu hanya tuk diriku...
kan ku terus cari, sampai hujung dunia...
kerna ku tahu, akan ku jumpa dirimu..."

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Date: Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Time: 3:22 PM

Troubles....

Wasnt really in a good situation but im gonna pick those troubles up one at a time..
Really wanna thank Jacen for being such a deary..Never fail to be there for me whenever im in trouble....There is such a saying by a wise person."Tough time dont last, but tough person does.."
Thanks PK...i will always remember that...:)

Pre-IIP camp was good..learn lotsa of new way to approach a person.
Things were good, no problem so far..i guess everything is over...i just couldnt be bothered..

Did share this with bby yesterday night after bumping on to nick and gee...
Gosh! i god damn miss gee soo much...after so long...we did bump on to them...
Oh yes, i text him this...

Me: Bby, everything is over now sayang..we are doing very well, others are doing good too...
Mungkin tuhan nak kita teruskan hidup kita dengan damai..slowly things are doing good by itself.. Im glad that your past and my past slide thru within us smoothly..one after another..yg lepas kita bury deep2..we hae more things to explore and focus now..just to let you know, no matter what happen, ull too have my hands when you fall back...Changes you did or happen are being beneficial for all including me..i love you my bby...will always do...
Jacen: Okay baby.....I love you too.....

Well, i think its kind of true...one after another...slowly take it leads for good cause..
I think troubles are getting are getting better...I know he want things to be clear and he dont want have anything got to do with that Cibai...dont worry bby..i understands...

Almost to a year this december...
Im looking forward for it...alhamdulilah....
We did this far....moga allah restukan perhubugan kami..amin...:)

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