Forever, Im yours....

Date: Thursday, May 27, 2010
Time: 11:25 AM

Sometimes...

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your climbmate, bestfriends, teachers, long lost friend, LOVER, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets. Most importantly, if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.

And to you bby, what i wanna tell you now is for you to come home and be with me...I miss you and you know deep down in me i really need you right now...Take care at work hubby...ill be right here waiting...love you Jacen Alvarez...

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Date: Thursday, May 20, 2010
Time: 1:57 PM

dearest...Love...

Dearest Jacen Alvarez,

For whatever your decision is, im always be at ur back

Giving you my support and dont you worry...

If it really happens, my prayers and hopes will always be with you

as much as you want.. Nevertheless, you know deep down in me...

My heart half heartedly letting you go on to such places...

I do hope, you will be given the chance to experience such opportunities

afterall that is what you have been waiting for the longest time of the duration years

you sign on...:)

If only you know, i will keep on waiting for you...
everytime you are away from me...

i will assure you that im waiting for you to

come back to me and lay ur head on my arms..
And tts all im praying for all this time...
I love you
more than just a love song...
more than just a hug on a holiday...
more than just those smiles on the Saturdays...
Your love feel likes home to me...
more than anything else...:))

Its been months, and i know ure feeling really bad on the situation on us...
But dont you worry sunny...we will hold on tight on this and perservere thru...
As far as im concern, we doing just fine and doing awesomely great...
We will rock this relationship out to the very next2 level...
And you that im more than willing for us..
Thank you for everything you have done...and i appreciate every deeds you have made
to keep us working this precious love we own...
And without you and me...this wont happen...
Gue sayang banget loh deh..
Cinta sampai mati...:))

Jangan kau bimbang sayang...
Dimana ku berada..dgn siapa ku bersama..
Jangan bimbang ku tetap kau yang punya....:))

Your love,
Audrealita Siti

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Date: Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Time: 1:21 PM

I did slept early yesterday night cuz i gave in to Jacen..
Reason because he gotta wake up early as early as 5am
to go back to the jungle with the rest of his colleagues..
Hahaha..abiy disappointed cuz usually we will talk..
But i noe he's tired and after a long day at work..:((
cian my buchuk..to make things worse, he and the rest of the jungle man,
have to sleep in the rain and they shivers the whole night long...
Arrgggghh...pity my Jacenbby...i noe he can tahan...
Biasa arh...5 years coming to 6 years in service...hero ku...:))
nie sumer chicken feet hahaha to him...
Jantan serba bolehlah katakan...
Dont worry cinta, baby will hold on to this alright..
Allez!!!:D

i did pretty well in fountain today..
Sapppp! I did my closing all alone with a lil help from dinie..
So yar thank you...another guy from nowhere help me to clear the fountain cabinet..
And that superly make closing more efficient...
My fountain recipe was doing okie, but still need to polish it up...
Sadly, i cant remember much on my garnishing...CB!
Byk sgt lor!!! Bisa gila deh... Gy mana yah??!

And yeah!!helll yeah!!!
Can i fucking seriously meet up Shah, Lulu and Wati??
Where the hell all this mangkreng been missing..?
Shah did call me to go out and she's trying to make me becoming her date to shooo a girl away...
Bahanlah nie...:( but i cant help cuz i already had my date with jacen alvarez...
Sorry mangkreng... Lulu pulak did msg me in FB and she wanted to meet me badly..
Tapi masalahnyer....my schedule at work and school always tite...
Mcm mane baby....? I seriously misss luluboolulu...!
Abiz arh.. Lau dah jumper jawabnyer gosssips...
Wait till she hear my panas stories...confirm dier maki aku...
She will confirm say..."can you please take care of yourself and dont get into troubles"
hahaha! Dont worry, for this time for sure i wont get into troubles...
Caya sama gua sister...:))

Gonna get ready for school and work tonight...
A busy,busy day.... Nak duit!!!!!! Nak shopping!!!
Nak kahwin!!!!:)) so kene keje, carik duit and simpan duit...
I think i need to get a new iphone cable...
Dah worn out sia...mati aku tido dgn current!
Check2 bsk mak aku bgn tgk aku hitam...
So must buy new one already....
Hehehehe! you did make my day afterall today sayang..
Your greetings and assurance that you gonna be fine
makes me smile...love you cinta...

Bby,i miss you...<3

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Date: Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Time: 11:16 AM

Wahhhduuuhhhh!

Been bitchy these few days dont know why..
Maybe because Jacenbby is away for far too long...
IN TEKONG JUNGLE..
Please take care of urself jungleman...
ewww you mean 16 monkeys take away Jacenbby away for me!!
Nvmd, shall meet you on Saturday and Sunday...
Worried much on his financial...
Hope he can cope with it...:(

Dont tell me ill be in fountain again tonight...
Scooper duper lagi....but i guess there shouldnt be a problem..
Its tuesday, not much of a crowd anyway so yar....
Bleh settle lah...

Firstly, i would love to thank Jacenbby for everything...
No doubt, he is always at the back of me backing me up for any complications...
Im honoured to have a great man like you sayang...
Though ure in the jungle, while im in the urban city...
Ure always there keeping track of my life without fail..
I know how you feel, but dont worry...
Everything have come to an end...
You can put ur fist to a rest....
Mungkin tuhan tk nk you susahkan org...
Sebab tu dier gerakkan hati manusia itu untuk buat ape yg dier patut buat..
True enough what you said..."tak automatic arh diktue"
Dun have the sense of urgency nak buat aper bby...
You cant change human for nuts...
Human will change when they know they have to...
So lets live the life...:))

One matter settle, another matter coming up..
Gonna settle things one at a time...
Systematically intergrated in me...
One thing for sure i cant settle is to make
Jacenbby to stay long enough with me during weekends..:((
But nvmdlah, afterall weekends have always been a great weekends indeed...
PhekPhek meet crabby patiess equal to karot mengarot!
Hadnt i told you guys Ironman 2 was awesome? and Ip man 2 was superb?
Ip man 2 really inspire me to get me back on silat back after the long of pergantungan of club..:(
The moves remind me the moves i did with baby aiton back in PSK and Inter-grasio competition... Ganda moves...seriously, kangen deh....waktu gemilang kompol byk medal...
Add aiton in FB 2 days ago, and my all time favourite supporting ganda partner is married and preggieeee...!wow! Great news! So when is my turn next!
LOL!! Jacenbby confirm go heywire....khekhekeee...:P
well time passed, i guess those fond memories are meant to me treasure...
SILAT ITE!! tetap jiwa dan raga!
Ironman 3 coming up with The Thor in the movie..soooo nak tggggkkkk bby...!
To add ons! i did break my guitar hero virginity at his place..
For the very first, i sang and play the bedek guitar...:P
Cute per....He said i had a bad eye and hand coordination...:(
Sorrylah yg guitar hero pro...nvmd..wait till i come to ur place again and beat ur irritating scores...determination leads to success..
Anyway..pumpfest in odw...
not sure if Jacenbby will be able to make it...
Its vesak day anyway...hopefully, he will be able to be release..

Jacenbby...if you read this post...
Just to acknowledge you...
AKU CINTA PADAMU BACEN!
Im waiting for you to come home...
Come home to baby....:(
Anyway...everyone knows...
"Siti sayaaaaang bf dier sampai mati...."~ lalat swensen
HAHAHAHAAHAA! sudah terang.....
Cant wait to hear ur voice...nak uat you mangkok...
Den you uat i irritated!
I nak milo bubble tea.......:(
Rindu deh sama kamu....

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Date: Monday, May 10, 2010
Time: 11:29 AM

Nak jugak!!

Everything comes to an FINALLY to certain things...

First: Jacenbby finally out of his confinement duty as commander..

Second: My sister ffinally gave birth to her first child, WAFIQ!

Third: Brought Jacenbby's parents for lunch treat..:)

Forth: Jacenbby finally get me a new black pumps for school..:))

So yar...i FINALLY get what i need!!

Jacenbby came back from tekong on Saturday afternoon..

But sadly, i was out with my family for dinner over at The Rice Table..

Not being a bitch here but i have to share this...

A sweetest thing a guy would ever do for a girl..

Jacen travel all the way from town, when over to my place just to see me at my window..

AND YES he did! He just like to surprise me with his surprises! SAYANG JACEN!

Went out fo lunch with his folks...

Sweet and cute..I was scared but i put up a strong front cause im the one who agree to treat the family Mothers' Day lunch...:))

Aku tahu aku baik...I didnt claim that all by myself..but Jacen did....

He come close to me, whisper to my ears.." Baby...im so happy...ure such a good girl.."

Hahahahaha! I told you im a good girl...:))

Did told him that im giving him 2 years after my graduation to propose me..LOL!

else, contract abis...!:P

I think its a good thinklah...the longer we date, the more challenge we will face..

Lau dah kahwin kan senang (tak lah sangat....) !

For at least we both know we have limitations to follow through..:)

And i nak babies jugak!!! I nak Anarqi and Maya Aureilli (our babies name..)

He agree if we have 3 at least...:)

I want 3 so.....i my third child to be a boy! so i can name after my son Harith !

NAK JUGAKKKK!!!! look at wafiq!

P/S: Bby, you have the fatherly figure look okie...:) Bby, thank you for everything...ILOVEYOU!!

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Date: Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Time: 1:26 PM

fly me away

We flew passed one week and we have another week to go...:)
And he will be out on the 15th May!..Like finally!!
But still we have a long way to go baybay!
I Miss Mohammed Jacen Alvarez!LOL!!Quick balik k...:(

"Crazy baby...My eyes tire witout looking at you..
My hands wrinkle without your touch...
My heart aches without you by my side...
Missing you..."
Silly Jacen Alvarez

So sweet of him...
He is the reason i moved on with life..
Going upwards instead of forward..
Cause i know when im falling,
He will be there to catch me...:))
Miss him truckloads..!
Ill be right here waiting for you...

Cant wait for,
Our summer rides on that large monstarr swing!
Jackass dinner with our sweet indulgence!
I just missed lying next to you..
Only GOD knows how you meant to me..:(

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