Im still pondering and wondering,didnt expect this is how things would go..im weak in the morning and weaker when the night falls...why do i have to pick up my own broken heart now why...?Now im picking up myself with my tears....

Simply, i dun noe where am standing right now...i felt im being so absurd...taking up the risk of falling hard again directly onto the ground...i felt i fall directly on the same spot i fall before this..Every now and then, only my tears could do all my speech...my mouth are now tightly shut..

Cant u see im falling?cant u see im screaming?cant u feel my heart shattering??

Only HE knows how my heart is pulling through things right now...I am stubborn...yes,. i do agree...yet im weak...but that doesnt mean im giving things up...

Every single things i put in into our relationship means more than jus love...If it is nothing to you...for at least i know, i did my part....Now only time could tell how am i going to sleep through all this pain that left for me...I noe and i understand...i cried because of my own mistake..and also i cried because no one appreciate me wen im doing the deeds that no one could ever do..But if the only issue here is my imperfection that u couldnt accept/adapt with, why am i still here trying so hard to build my imperfection to fit u?If my imperfection is the too much compared to all the things ive done for you den i really feel dissapointed...



Ive made my mistake, but i will face it..
Even its hard....



I think i love too much...and i think i lost myself too much too....
The only thing that i wish is...i wish we are like before...