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Date: Thursday, April 29, 2010
Time: 12:41 AM
i choose........

hell yeah...been months and now my arms start to ache again...
But its okie, it will get better after consistent power endurance training...
sometimes i wonder, what have i put myself into...
its okie, for my benefit...i choose to do anything for the best of me..:))

im stuck with my first lit review right now..
didnt know why maybe my brain too tired to even start off reading any journal articles..
But still i need to get rid my first review by this sunday...
Ive decided to stay at woodlands library the whole day tommorow to
complete my lit review...I wouldnt have the time to finish it up
by this weekend..so much things to do on the weekends...:(

Jacenbby will not be booking on labour day..:(
Sungguh tk gerek......but nvmd, i noe the whole waiting time will be well spend
afterall once he is out the next coming week..:))
Today was his first day meeting up his platoon mangkoks..
Hahahaha!Mesti cute lau dier mind fuck budak2 hingus tu sumer...
Wish i can see him conduct lessons/ anything arh with his platoon..
Teringat zaman muda lampau aku maki budak2 npcc!
I was very mean and vicious! Mak tk mak...maki tetap maki...

I want nobody but JACEN ALVAREZ right now beside me...
Mane tak...i need him to laugh at my bloopers...
I nak dier wipe peloh wen i pespire..
I rindu dier kiss my hand randomly when we walk around...
I suker dier put his on my shoulders like he is my bestfriend...
I sungguh perlu dier punye joke2 bodoh uat i ketawa kuat2...
Saya miss dier panggil i "baby!" lepas tu dier "meoow!"
Dier punye senyum buat i cair bile tyme i penat...
Bahu energise satu bdn buat i rindu dier sesangat sekarang...!
Dan byk lagi!!! Maaf cakap lau i have to say...
He is the awesomest boyfriend compared to the both idiot!
Mature enough to be my future husband...
Prepared enough for my future childrens...
(All of the above lau tk kekal till i kahwin dgn you bby, you siap..!hahaha~!)
l bet he wont be like those CIBAIs..!

Meh! i nasihat...
Trust me...guys who are older, working and have lots of experience in past relationships are better to fall for. Well, kechik (faezah) make a good guess! I choose mature guys as my bf.... hahaha!Once bitten, twice shy.... never again...
Whatever fuck shit about my past! so fucking pissed that i have such bad past!
Yang penting i nak bilang JACEN nie...:(
bby busok...i wanna perm my hairlah....
bby busok...i wanna have kasot rock pillars (top gun lace)
bby busok...im dying for m-specs...
ontop of everything!!!!!!!!! look at those large fonts below!
bby busok...im soooo dying for you!!!!!!
CAN YOU TELEPORT FROM TEKONG TO MY ROOM RIGHT NOWWW??
Can i...pleaseeee...?? pleaseee agreeee....
Miss you truckloads soulja boy!
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Date: Sunday, April 25, 2010
Time: 12:56 AM
oooooooooo!

Finally, we did spend QUALITY good time together for this whole week..:)
Im super ubber happy about it...We did have a good time..
Glad its him im spending my time with...
He bring me to places ive never been before this..
*Heard about it, but tk sampai-sampai*

Let us go back track...
Thursday:
Lesson was a draggy one..
Had a long discussion day in class and i almost wanted to go home early..
But my dearest Jacen came to the rescue..
He did fetch me, waiting under the heavy rain for me to get done with lesson..
He just love to surprise me when i always thought he's in camp..
Sweet of him..:)) *Susah datang...*

Friday:
Let me keep it short simple and sweet..
DVD, Magnum ice cream, Mee Maggi goreng and telor mata stitch, tit - bits ,mee soto ayam cup noodles, laughing, dancing, iphoning, newspaper, too tough-too puff and many other exciting things..!!:))

Saturday:
We head down to town for his Hugo Boss stuff..
Went round and round town the whole afternoon and walah!
He got his stuff.. Head to fich and co for dinner..
and our movie date was cancelled cuz we brought forward to today..:))
We head to esplanade, went down to boat quay, make our way to clarke quay and off back home.. We spent most of the time talking about future, snapping picas..
And i do have to admit, with him we had alot of things to say..
Im happy to see him happy...
From the way he dress up, the way he accessorize himself,
the way he smile and laugh, the way he talk...
Tells me that he is better off now me...
I can see straight through his eyes that he is happy with himself..
He always reminds me this..
"Why should i be with others, when im with you, you are my confidence.."
How sweet can he be...:)) *Jangan angkat ehk bby :P*

I sooooo wanna go Extreme G-MAX with Jacen soon!
He soooo agree....and sooo, anytime of our payday, we will go G-MAXING SWING!
Fuuuhh! saw with my own pair of eyes on that monstar thang!
Ubber cool arh!:)) I guess, after fyp i shall drag Jacen to club and drink,drank, drunk togatha!
Guess he is mentel already for jogetting..while me..gatal for highing..:P
Sooo the best time would be after FYP k sayang...
Let me get this freaking idiotic thang done first and you get your platoon settle down too...
And after the hooohaaa over, we go joli like pak maon...!

I miss you already bby...:(
See you soon and do hope ur confinement for the 2 weekends gonna be a good one..:(
Once ure out we go GMAXING!!!!!MOVIE MARATHONING!!!!! LAUGHING GAS TIME!!
Dear Allah, please watch him over for me aite..amin..:))

P/S: I want and i need a shade! And i soooooooooo the missssss my crabby paties now! Confinement quick abiz ley...!You bitchy army take my soulja away tooooo lonng!
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Date: Friday, April 16, 2010
Time: 3:31 PM
sekool:)

Se-kool reopen yesterday..
Tell you guys what..i suffer from my migrane after first day in se-kool.
Sungguh tk kool per..!
and that's the story go der!
I pening kepala sampai Jacenbby kena scold by me sey..
So drama...but seriously, i feel like dying when the migrane hit ma head der..:(

Se-kool being nice to me..
Ill be in school for 3 days and 2 days will be on OFF!
Dah macam shift lah sey..!
Alright lah kan..but still..one of the off days ill have to come back to se-kool
to do my fyp research, fyp gathering, fyp team meetings...
so the FFFF, YYYYY, PPPP!
Like WHAT THE FUCK lah kan..!
But still im happy after all..
Yesterday class was good..
Not awesome lah but good...
Almost 95% of the student..DSLM students..
and 5% DOAL students...Baik per der!
I dont give a damn..I dont really need to be so enthu sangat with class..
Sikit2 cukup...I got much more to give after se-kool...:(
Kereje lah seyyy...
I cant give much shift due to my and i wanna be on the ball this year..
So i can berambos from the school cepat2!
Dah cukuplah enjoymment during year 2..
I guess..the best part of my life in RP would be during the moments in YEAR 2..
From Climb!Republic to My Idiotic Relationship to my BAD2 moronatic breakup to Fuck Up modules with idiot classmates...!!!
Arggggh!! Im all done with those dramas!
Enough is enough...:)
Pull it through and now im all brand new SITI!
Got what i want! Back on my real track that im used to be...
ME and taqz have a good catch up with lil dessert for both of us
and i came up with a good summary from our year 2 education journey...

Well, we both went through the toughest path in life,
but still we manage to pull it through and
here we are again on the same track that we used to take and walk on it..
Believe it or not, she is always there for me no matter how much i neglected her
when i thought i was really damn happy for that moments..
I was happy but i found myself not being myself..
And that's not being honest to myself..
As for my life, i thank god i finally found back the light that ive been looking for..
Took the wrong path...and i realise the path that i took was dark and deem..
No lights, too much obstacles but yet i learn this few things...
- Friendships (Climb!Republic)
- New Life, New Friend Found (Masturina, Hafiz, Din, Lah, Etty, Azri)
- Tougher yet Nice (Swensens)
- Lost and Found (Taqinah and Efan:))
These are the things i treasure most back in my YEAR 2 in RP..
I will always remember these moments..Sweet and i keep it close to me..
Its mine and not yours...
And as for those i really hate to mention over hear..
Ive burn it all down...Goodbye Cheesepies!

And finally:)
Im in year 3...
- Brand new me (Thanks to Jacen Alvarez..)
- New classmates (more of DSLM students)
- Closer (Taqinah and all my ITE mates)
I finally found my pure happiness that i used to own it 2 years ago..:)
This is what i need...not what i want....
Heart my life...Living my life to fullest..Insya'allah...:)
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Date: Thursday, April 8, 2010
Time: 2:42 PM
Ready?

wooo!wooo!wooo!
My blog starting to collect dust ever since the last time i blog..
Lol! Fucgit!:))
RP is so calling me back to school..!Damn!
And ive not been having that much of a holiday,
As ive been working hard for $$ for our future..:))
Its nice to spend tyme with him during the long weekends..
Despite of my tap water hidong and ramli sarip voice..:(
We did had a hell of good time together...
Did some shopping with our kerching-ching..**
Well spent indeed! Thanks for all the goods from him..:))
I Love You:))
Appreciate it alot..!!

He was abit mad with me about my school results,
he wants me to make a promise to do better for my final year..
Hell yeah! I ve got to buck up...In actual fact so what with good GPA?
Dah ade diploma dah settle...:))
Step bleh dpt lee kuan yew award jer...bahhh!crappucino!
Ive done my careful research for my career..
And insya'allah i will work on it...
And yeah! I did promise Jacen to do better...:))
As far as im concern if he gives me headache,
he gotta bare the consequences...!
Im serious hor bby! Im not playing a fool..:(
Very sweetly he said, "I know baby....i know..."
Sayang my soulja boy!

He will be in Tekong for the next 6 months...
And i believe by then im done with my FYP..
I dont think i got the time to meet him on weekdays...
Weekend, yes of course he have to meet me!!
I need my sweet temptation moments!
LOL!!
My life is so systematic lah kan..
But i enjoy every moment i have with him...
I guess this weekend i wanna go shopping with him to get new clothes for school...
Should i quit buying tops?
cuz my wardrobe is in a mess with clothes!wakakaka!

He did prompt me question about my future career..
And yeah! i know what is he up to..no doubt..he is ready for another level..
Insya'allah...kita merancang tuhan menentukan..
We are working on it..And as far as im concern hopefully..
If everything runs smoothly...we will proceed to the grand finale..:))
For now its tough to judge..he is ready while im not..
But im really sure how busy his life is, how much least time spend with me..
he will come back to me..just like in GUNSLINGER..:))
Im more than willing to stay cuz i know he can make me happy..

Jacen Alvarez..
Im with you...:)

"Cause with all the things we do, it dont matter when im coming home to you..
But with all that we've been through,after all this time ill be coming home to you..:))"
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