Forever, Im yours....

Date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Time: 11:59 PM

YOU

Shagged!!!

Im off again tommorow..

Free from both job...:))

But i seriously feel much,

much happier with both jobs currently..

Forest Adventure is my super duper HAPPY PILLS..

Swensen is my GOSSIP PILLS!

Thank YOU for bringing me closer to these people...

AWESOME SHIT!

I got my instructor polo-t today!!!

Yeay!Bravo! Did patrolling and guess what?

I met people who is a AYAM to me at FA today..:\

Then we end our hectic shit day.....

To Simpang Bedok for dinner with orang2 hutan Bedok..

They simply keep on teasing me bout my

launching off lah..

my attention lah...

over the tree lah...

stop pulley lah...

horny tetek lah...

And that keeps me laughing the whole day today with them:)

Thank you gang-gang hutan BEDOK!

I dont mind at all..:))

p/s: Zarnar, ure being so nice to me...u are so my LULU number 2..

You can do whatever you want to me..

You can say anything you want about me...

You can hate me, you can block me..

You can delete me, you can make use of me..

BUT!!!

I got nothing to lose...

You see me also like tiang...

tk kecik hati, tk sedih..

tk left out, tk pedih...

Im so tk berperasaan..

kata-katamu padaku, selama ini...

BULLSHIT semata-mata!

Awww...sasterawan...:P

So u are the angel arh, im the devil?

Trusting by choice...:)

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Date: Monday, November 23, 2009
Time: 5:28 PM

LIFE

Fuuuhhh!
I had my back to back shift yesterday...
Was at bedok for Forest Adventure in the morning,
Rush home at 3 plus and get myself ready for
Swensen for closing shift..!
And this happen on Sunday..
Call me crazy or what, to me its effing good!
Forest Adventure is doing great,
And i finally, tommorow!
I am officially a INSTRUCTOR at Forest Adventure!
I graduated from the climbing of trees up 7 metres high..
Zipping up the zip line every morning to do opening..
Climbing up the shaky ladder to do closing..!
It may sound easy, but for ladies who really fear of high elements..
you might find it life risking...

Been so self-centered this few weeks..
Working so bloody hard just to hit target that i set till end of december.
Im so gonna get myself Columbia/ Timberland shoe for work..
At least 2 harness and a few more salomon appreals.
Im so so gonna hunt for Ziv and Zarnar for discount!
Zarnar buying herself another shoe, so she's tagging me along..
Ziv gonna change all the helmet at FA, so he gonna do a check for me on my PETZL HARNESS!!
Ahhhhh...life is great!
Working with new people is simply hard..
Especially those who really damn slow
worse case cannot listen and carry out orders properly...
Im not trying to stereotype or even being complacent by my ability...
I really wonder why, these people work for...
Tkmo keje ikot selera arh...
Really pissed me off...
You should noe what are you expected at work..
and there you should jolly well do things well....

I seriously feel...kau..
PENYEMAK,
MENYEMAK,
SESEMAK,
kat facebook aku...!
I dont need anyone to validate my life at the moment..
Allow me live my life as how i want it to be...
You are just a friend...and i have the choice to listen to my friend or not...
Dont take our past for granted..!

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Date: Saturday, November 21, 2009
Time: 1:22 AM

fucker you!

Had long day today in school..
Lesson was at Christ Church Secondary..
Damn slack, didnt realise i enjoy maintainance alot!
LOL! Tell me about it...:)
I bet i did well today..
SELF EVALUATION: EXECELLENT + MARVELLOUS!

Seriously, FUCKER YOU dude..!
When im nice, you trying hard to step my head hoh?
Good2...im happy you manage to do such daring move...
nah....tts not an issue..the major issue here...
CAN?
very simple....
Stop being indirect to me BECAUSE...
Ure indirectly putting words to a person who loves to be indirect..
Tell me if i cant read your mind?:))
What actually you want....?
I couldnt figure out what you trying to potray and say..
Ure one contradicting bugger noe...
Say different thing, do different thing..!
Still got the cheek wanna say about me...
Chey!!!Like the last few post i did mention about reflection..
For you i suggest, mirror also but please assure that
the mirror is big enough to show your WHOLE entire irrit fig!
Done!Im done with you fucker! FUCKER YOU!:\

Attached, tk attached...
Mane satu kau nie...?
Boleh perangai tkmo step
Krisdayanti dgn Anang bleh?

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Date: Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time: 1:33 AM

REAL

"....from that short interaction I had with you I had seen how you had already given your power away even if you do not realise it, at the same time you are capable of so much compassion and I want to tell you that it's ok to be vulnerable - in fact by being unafraid to show that you are vulnerable is when you are most INVULNERABLE and most in your power. You are a very intellingent and sharp young woman and I hope you will learn that it's ok to be YOU...."

This is the usual comment i receive from alot of people..
Vulnerable and invulnerable is so my middle name...
Maybe that's the REAL me....
Invulnerable to situations that hit me hard but,
Vulnerable when i know i cant help to leave...

Being intelligent and sharp is all based on experience..
Cognitive skills play a big part on that:)
I dont wish to repeat mistakes...
This is me, the REAL me is so exclusive..
Like i say to a friend...
Accepting me is to accept me at my worse...
If you can handle me at my worse...
I bet that is the bonus you earn...

Im tired, every night i receive cock msgs!
Why blaming me for my absence??
Do you ever wonder why i move away??
ITS YOUR OWN REACTION that cause me to move..
Dont waste my time neither your time..
Cuz my time, my space is limited...
Kalau aku sombong, kenape aku masih senyom kat kau??
Kalau aku dah lain, kenape aku reply msg2 korg??
Dun judge me please..
I dont treat people like trash..
Bukan pakai buang..
Perlu carik, tak perlu to tepi..
Assure yourself what you need to prioritize..:)

LOVE??

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Date: Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Time: 12:47 AM

ego

Yeah!!!No worries...I know myself better...
Why?? What's wrong with ladies and EGO??
I have my own stand..So tell me who the hell are you to stop me??
HEY!!!Shooooo...you berak at my area okie!!

Simple lah...you shit on me, dont you ever think..
You can get the same me ever..
Dream on, dream on...
Yes im evil...im evil when i give my kindness enuff to you..
Saper suruh tak suke?tak suruh pon..
If ure unhappy than go away and if you dare come nearer..
U suffer...fair game?
Memang aku EGO!
Asl??? Ade hal kepe?

I wonder, how can i warm it again..
I really wonder how...
Its not anymore fragile..
Cuz i believe that, if its fragile..
It meant to be shattered and can hardly be fixed that easily..
Dah berkecai sey...!(org bodoh tulik tk phm fragile!)
NUMB!!!
Its broken arh, but the luka-luka dah heal ar..
The broken part are fixed by me arh...
But kan..its numb...!
Ive tried pouring the hottest thing over it..
Tried many things...but it doesnt look like it's working..
Hmmmm....seriously..
I just wait and see arh...

I wanna take a trip to night safari again....
One more time...:(

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Date: Saturday, November 14, 2009
Time: 11:19 PM

What now?

Information passed me by is just a plain news for me to know..
Good to hear a better you...and i can see a responsible person in you..
Keep it up!:))

Off to night safari today with hidayat and his cousin and brother..
Hidayat fetch from my place and drove off to vivo..
Had our early dinner at Barcelos and night safari in the evening.
Thank you love..:)

Night Safari was great...
The walk was cool but byk animal dah buat taik mata!!
The mangrove walk(bat) was the best i bet..
I did saw Pasti!
Where else can you find her...Night Safari jugak..
I knew she would keep on reminding me..
STOP dating around...
LOL..!as usual...
She knows me too well...
I smile..and i hug my dearest soul gf tightly just now..
How i miss her...hell!Only god knows!

What now??
Once bitten twice shy...
But ive been bitten twice and
the third time cannot play2 oready wai...:(

Issit wrong for me to hold back my love to anyone??
Im waiting for the day...
The day...
Just for one man, who...
Could hold me tight and never wanna let me go...
Love and guide me through along the love journey..
Going through the hardship together..
And hopingly...
He is a one mature man who know his responsibilities...
I know some are out there..but im not ready for you...
Maybe there are things that dont make you fit in for the man im looking for..
Im sorry once again...:(

Good looking, nice bods...
Driving, riding...
Money, styling...
Is my secondary priority...
Its not important at all for me...
The only main primary priority is..
Can you handle me?

I wonder, who are you..
I feet like ive been in that situation before..
The comfort and the touch..
Its like dejavu....

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Date: Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Time: 2:52 PM

glad!

Receive a call from dearest gf, LULU...
She wanted to meet up today after wati's class today..
But!!!For bloody shittoz!Im having UT and
i have to work at 6 till closing..:((
Sayang2...im sorry my dearest girlfriends....
i will make up soon k....making sure it happens before lulu
starts her orientation...:)

Congrats cinta..:))
Glad to here that you got your next job!!
i do hope you enjoy your job orientation,
do hope to see you at same outlet maybe...:))
I will try to go for the interview then we will see how it goes..:P
But-but-but!
The issue is that....
Sir azlan'chau spoke to me bout my..
working ettiquette..
He did talk to me personally about promoting and all...
I was speechless when he randomly came up to me
with his firm tone and discuss about this promotion thingy with me..
I really thank him for bringing up his observation on me to Sir Frankie J.
Thank you orang tua!(dia dah tua tapi blom kahwin, Bujang Speeding)
So i shall keep up my plans at work for 3 months and i shall see
what are they offering me...:))
SEE FIRST ARH...!!
Another thing..tht bothers me alot right now is...
the bond between the JRP crew and me is growing..
more like a family and i dun wish to let it go...
Other wishes!!:
I do hope dinnie wont quit...(i know its tiring uztad!but ure the best fountain boy lah!...)
I do hope etiqah transfer to JRP...(ur mouth entertain me alot)
I do hope i can be paid so much more what STARBUCKS gives me!!(dream on!)
I do hope i can work better each day and able to tolerate brain jam breal feedback from managers..(no embrace diversity one..you can tolerate not?)
Can i have this 4 above wishes come true??
That's all i want for now...please..?

Lets smile and smile and smile and smile...
Cuz smile will bring the world closer to you..
No matter what happen, smile...
cuz it will make your life worth living...:))

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Date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Time: 11:56 AM

Helmet ke Bangku?

Dah berani....nak hate tag....
Dah kuat girl??
Lau dah kuat jumper aku...
Face me bebey...:))

Kau buat pilihan...
Helmet hitam yang aku buat hetam kepala mak janda tgl kat YEW TEE ker..
Kau nak bangku kat kedai kopi??
Satu, aku kasi ingat..
Lau kau berani sgt, kau jumper aku kiter settle one by one...
Nk tunjuk protest kan?
I,tk de pasal love...
Lau nk ajak ramai2 pon boleh..
Tapi tolong take note ini..
Kalau aku mati, kau tgk berape ramai carik mak bapak kau..

Ey budak mentah..
Dah mentah nk step dah masak pulak..
Aku diam2, kau nk try pijak kepala aku pulak..
Kau ingat nie ehk..lau kau rase aku nie jenis pompuan kau bleh cat-dog fight..
Sorrry wai..!
Nie betina jahanam tkde cat-dog fight girl...
Aku punya, mati tanam hidop2 nyer fight..
Siak arh....perangai kanina sak..!
Dont think you can run away..
Bengap bodoh..!
Sia2 sak aku budak IT..
Kau membuat pilihan yang salah...
Jangan sampai kau jadi pape kedana sak aku uat...!
Sekolah tinggi-tinggi..bodoh bertingkat-tingkat..
pegi skolah tapi perangai...mcm nauzubillah himizaliq!

PLEASE GROW UP!!
GO FIND SOMETHING BETTER TO DO..
HELP UR MUM DO HOUSE CHORES
OR PLUCK UR DADS UP ARMPIT FOR GOODNESS SAKE
RATHER THAN YOU HATE TAG ME..!
SHHOOOO......MCM SEMAK ARH KAU..!

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Date: Saturday, November 7, 2009
Time: 3:14 AM

Over and Out!

As usuals...2 am is 2pm right now for me...should have stayed abit longer with the crew for another breather and gossip bout abg body!!Damn!But yeah...i need to drag this tired feet home for a massage...!

Ive yet to decide whether should i be working closing tommorow...
arggghhh....no,no,no!
well...i think i should...or maybe i decide later after i woke up from my sleep..:)
While having my supper just now, something strike my mind..
Two person and two things...
Wati and Nurul...
Holland Village and Kopi Gangsters...
Damn!I miss those times..seriously..i do...
When we did our reflection and feedback during the breather session..
The new crew reminds me of the past back at HV...:((
I nearly teared but i hold it back...
So the......
kekasih yang dulu hilang..kini dia telah kembali pulang..!:))
Thank you dudes and dudettes...
Appreciate every help from every station i was deployed all this while..
And i swear..table servicing is so much fun!
PLUS!!Carryin' the large round tray its really heavy and dangerous..
I almost cant bend my whole wrist again!chiiit!!!
Pain TAU!!!But im cool sotong...!:P

Finally, everything is OVER between me and holland village partners..
Im OUT for all i care from that hell!!
Take care girls and boys...
Layanlah jantan keparat tk tkde tulang belakang tu...
hahahaha!

Jalan kayu in the morning tomorrow for breakfast..
Shoppin' in the afternoon..
And dinner at night....
So tell people...
Do u think im happy or miserable?
LOL!!
HAPPY GILER LAH SIA!!!
So im all over with everything...
Hopefully...
This is a good paid off,
After so long.....:))

For now let me do my prioritize list:
- Myself!!
- Family!!
- MONEY!!MONEY!!!MONEY!!!
- Girlfriends, friends!!!
- Goody gooodddsss...!!!
- Man!
shall update in 3 months time

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Date: Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Time: 5:02 PM

Win,lose and draw

I dont see the need of you being intimidated by every blog post tt i post nw and then...
If u happen to read and u think its you den its gd!

Why siti...?is it hard to be straight forward?
My ans:
My sluar dlm arh..
My mouth nt yours wat?
My blog nt yours kan??
Not happy, burn ur laptop ar bongok!
No suka, flood ur fb status lor...
The best suggestion frm me,
GOSSIP LAH! Easy right..
Sumpah i tk kisah...im synical bout it..
:))

Maybe you think sarcasm works on others
But....HELL NO TO ME SAYANG..!
You can try bt i will get my way to you...
Worse come to worse..
I come to you and stand in front of you and smile...:)

Win,lose or draw is part of every game..
We cn have the same strategy when playing the game with me but!!
You cn never know my strategy will change..so be mindful even before you think you are at the winning side!
Cuz behind those smile tt i gv..
Lies a million plans!!

2 more to be ditch!
6 idiots will be under ur spell...
So what makes you think that the rest of the remaining ones cn make it happen?
Those who are still around cant even make it happen..haiyo...*shake head*
Work hard ar...

Sad to hear, the jamaican monkeys slowly extinct,dead and gone..
Pity the zookeeper..not much attraction nw in the zoo..
Dear zookeeper,
Ure nt capable to handle rare breeds..u only capable of handling local breeds...
So gd luck to ur new breeds and again LOCALS!

Welcoming myself to a whole new world..
I didnt regret a inch!!
Im off frm my comfort zone,
And here i am at my growing zone!
Chey! So the adventure education..:)

Fatin other climbers that mean happiness to me,
Sesungguhnye,i miss climbing..but im finding the good time to come training..im trying to stabalize myself with my 2 new job nw and then..adding ons,im on a very tight schedule..and when i know i have the opportunity to come 4 climb i didnt turn up,its all becuz i decided to go home straight and have adequate rest 4 the next day..i dont want to make myself extra tired when im already shagged..im sorry,ill try to find the time as i really miss the craps and the jokes...see u guys soon..looking forward 4 someting too..*winks*

P/S
Lupe byr bill,ker takot bini marah??
Sorrylah syg bini..bini,bini jugak..
Barang jgn luper jatoh..
Nk simpan sampai tumbuh pokok ker?
Bini understanding tkkan marah...
Dia lek jer..lek kuey...:)
Jangan marah yer...

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