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Date: Monday, July 26, 2010
Time: 1:34 AM
Forever, Im Yours...




Jacen Alvarez:
Sometimes I wonder.. what force of nature pulled me to you.. Or what freak accident causes our meet and greet... Whatever it is, we are together and you definitely convinced me that we're for each other.. As weird as it may sound.. Yeah we are together only after 2 days of knowing one another but I've never been more s...ure than ever that you're the one to keep. You are the stranger who picked me up when uncertainty loomed over me like a dark storm and showed me the path of happiness that I thought could never have existed after all the lies and deceit I was given.. You are truly something.. No. Someone.. Someone special.. To be your friend is good, be your best friend is better but to have you as my partner, I can never turn that down. You may not be the person who made me what I am today, but you're certainly the one who reminded me again that I can be great with what I have and that I have a purpose.. And for that I thank you.. My greatest love.. I'll never put our efforts to waste.. We will be together... Forever...


He owe me something on my wall, but i didnt expect it to be tt long..
And i wasnt expecting such heart melting words to type on his iphone..
ouuuuhhh sayang...im so touched by your feelings and thoughts...
For im holding my tears and i can feel my heart stops pounding while reading it through...
Den again, i blushed on my past actions..i never thought that i would ever click your name in FB and mistaken you as my goodfriend ex bf...god knows how much paisey i am wen i know i got the totally wrong person...Mungkin inilah takdir, and time did its part by telling me that, forever, im yours to be... its a good turn for sure...


Dont you worry sayang...
Yg benar, tkkan ku hancurkan hatimu
Dgn janji-janji palsu, kata-kata penipuan...
least expect it from me..:))
Once again, had a wonderful weekends with you...
Now im free from telcos debts...i wanna thank him alot for all those sacrification made...
Dan sepatutnya, you save up money..
Bukan transfer i duit itu pembelanjaan i syg..
100 bucks can do alot of things for yourself...:[
Thank you for being observant on my finance...
And i know you will say this...
"cause you deserve it..":]
Im working on our dreams...
And thank you very much for so much of wanting to make it come true for both of us..
yeaaahh....finally, someone to keep for real and stepping on to the wedding platform with..:)

Before i forgot, thank you syg...for my PART 1 birthday present...
in fact the best gift i ever receive in life was you...
You're being wrapped specially send from HIM to me...
BEATS by DR DRE, not all woman craze all over for this kind of gifts..
more like majority enjoy fashion labels good...
but then again im not those material women whom jacen noe..:)
Still, i wonder PART 2...? will it be much more costly den this shoot?
I went FUCK wen i realise the price of this toy..!500 bucks!
He mention that, PART2..will consists of 2 of 500 bucks saving..
Nie giler namenyer!
But still i love actual birthday gift then all those stuff...
I adore JACEN ALVAREZ, hikmah dan kebahagian kurnian ALLAH..
Amin....
Syukur ku padamu ya allah...
Kau berikan aku kebahagian yg ku inginkan selama ini...
Nyala nya api cinta yg kau anugerahkan, membuat ku tabah menjalani hidup bersama cinta ku..
Jika inilah dugaan yg ingin ku tempuhi, akan kurelakan diri mengharuginya..
Alhamdulilah, syukur...
Kau makbrulkan doa dan tangisan ku selama ini...
Kusedar ku seorang hamba mu yg lemah lagi kerdil...
Dan kau lah yg membuat ku sebahagia begini ya allah...
Ku mohon agar dapat aku laksanakan cita2 ku
demi keluarga, perkerjaan dan cinta ku..
untuk hari murka...:)
Amin...
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Date: Thursday, July 15, 2010
Time: 2:27 AM
duit!mkn!duit!mkn!

Just got back from lau pa sat with all the staff..
Fuuuhhh....nie mcm gua lau ikotkan perasaan nafsu..
Bley gemok siak!!.. had alot of stuff...
But things wen moody, wen farah phek ice milo timbol baby lipas...
uwwwweeeekkkk!! she cried after she realise after finishing her drink
the lipas is all dead and sticking around the cup...
FUCK!! yuckkiieee!!
So i calm her down..and we start cekik'ing again...
:)) Happy sungguh kami...kanak2 strawberry...:P

Hadnt i told you i complete my FYP report?
Ouuuhhh YEAH! finally...! 1/4 of the final year thing is over....
1/4 to submit poster, 1/4 print poster and 1/4 presentation..
alelelelelelele!!! Happy banget dek gue udah lemes deh kayak biki'in report ajar deh...
Gua udah kangen kantor kerja guek..
Im all so contented after completing my report...
The outcome of it soooo beautifull....

Firstly, i wanna thanks jacenbby...
for being the best man in my life i ever had...:))
Not only capable to work on his own..
but he's being the great resourceful guy who help me review my report
over and over again....and to my sister...thank you for all your never ending support...
Helping me in studies...to my mum and dad...walaupun selalu kamu tido pabila ku membuat report...never you folks fail to ask me tido...:)
So tell me...what more can i ask for...?
im being bless...alhamdulilah...ku bahagia...:)

The sweetest thing jacenbby did was...
He never fail to enlighten my heavy duty nights with his sweet msgs...
" Baby cheer up okie...Part 1 is coming soon..." (when i broke down of stress)
"Aww...baby miss me tak?? Cos i sure miss you alot.."(bila aku busy with report...no text no call)
You make me all happy, though you're always away...
Assure me that im being love, missed all the time by you...
Keeps me all contented...Thank you sayang...ure great in many ways...

The best thing about Jacen, he never gets angry easily...
He never scold me...he never penalyse me...
When he's frustated, he'll hit the gym and blow his anger in there..
Syukuran...:))
One more thing to thank him before i forget...
Thank you bby for volunteering yourself to pay for my singtel installment full for me...
Hehehee.."baby, its too time consuming...gotta save up your money for kahwin.."
jeng!jeng!jeng! K this is already for real....mummy even give 4 years from now to get married..
Insya'allah...akan ku doa agar jodoh kami di restukan...
Yeay! i so become the minah2 kahwin...

Girls....stop telling me of what you got..
Get it??? lol!!! im shaking my butt cuz i got to tell you this..
Always talking about what you got, girl you know that you need to stop...:)
If you got intimidated thennnn...i go fuggit...:))
like bby alwaes say...last name ever first name best!

*ponder*
What can my part1 and part 2 be from bby....:)
hmmmm....curiousity kills the cat...
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Date: Saturday, July 10, 2010
Time: 1:53 AM
It starts with the letter R!

ouh my georgey!! im back here again..LOL..
Siapa sangka, siapa menduga...
Busy mcm maner pon aku tetap nk update...
Oh well, i made a good manager alright...
Management wise..tip top!
Well self deployed...:))

REPORT have become my fucking flesh and blood
eversince i start doing my research and jotting down words and words
into my word document page..!Fuck lah...
And guess what, i got like less than a week before submitting my sports admin report..
But nvmd, im doing so right now..cum blogging and cum report writting...
see...its not that hard afterall...multi tasking...:))
Im so all glad that my FYP report dateline is being extended
to 15 july and im already at my analysis part and im all done..
ehy! fuck!...im all good dude...thanks to jacenbby too for all his
powder english review on my report..He have been my english teacher all this while..
best kan...complete...boyfriend, bestfriend, gossipbitch, teacher and husband to be..:P
Report, report,report...! Bleh giler sey...
but tk ker memang aku giler...
doesnt make any difference dont i...?

After meeting Jacen today, we call it off a day..
he went off and to flag his cab home..
But he surprise me on something i call RANGGI!!

Jacen Alvarez: Baby!! I was checking on my account balance just now, and im all shocked to see $11,000 in my account. I terkejot, mama sebelah i pon terkejot."
Me: HUH??Kimek??Gaji kaper b? You double check tk?
Jacen Alvarez: Dah...2 kali i check the amount is till the same..wah! mcm gini besok you dah bleh dpt birthday present..hehehe!"
Me: *weeeeee* okie.....merepek kan...biar betol $11,000!"
Jacen Alvarez: Will do my bank statement tommorow

He's been thinking alot eversince he ORD from his first 5 years contract for the past 2 month..
Worried he might not be getting pay for the whole 3 months cuz he renew his contract...
Cutekan matair aku...! sekali 6 digit dah!!hahaha!
Senyom lebar OKB saya...Afterall..thats all your hardwork and for you to work harder k dear..
Allez bby..ull be a sergeant in no time...like wise..both your parents,mummy and your baby here is praying for your promotion..insya'allah,amin...:))

Life have been good, better and im living it to the fullest of cuz...
I wanna make this journey of my singlehood life as a women worthwhile..
Gonna start working after graduate and start saving my money to get married..
OF COURSE not to save money to the dancefloor, shopping mall...ouh come on....
i have goals in life...:)) * weeeee *
Im contemplating on our agreement... to engange or not to engange....
Cuz i wanna keep the waiting time shorter...:)
Cespat kahwin..cespat ker Taiwan..cespat 3 children, cespat ader rumah sendiri...
Im dreaming, im planning but the fact is that we are working on it...
Insya'allah...impian akan jadi kenyataan...
Moga allah makbrul doa kami dan beri kami peluang megerjakan ape yg termampu..
Amin...

Farah Phek this is for you...
Aku tahu, you have lotsa of trouble dwelling on you now..
School, finance, family and man...
well, like wise...ive said to you the night you when broke down with me..
In life...nothing is perfect...
Love is just a random thing that came up to you..
whether or not it will work, everything depends on human...
if you dont want it to happen then a break up will happen..
if you want it to happen you will work on it though their flaws starts to show..
this is the fact about relationship...
kalau dah malas, tk tahu nk syg org tu..ape lagi putus sudah...
Ive been thru it syg...it sucks...
but believe me..you will grow over it...:))
School...? Phek, 10 years down the road do you still wanna put the swensen uniform??
no, am i right...so do i...:)
Go and clear your diploma and go to NIE and start working your ass and become a teacher..
Simple right??
Family, memang susah tapi ingat...
every single thing that happens in life..
starts from home...learn how to adapt to changes..
you cant possibly throw tantrums at yourself and blame your single mother for all the things that happen...she herself dont want things to happen this way..so live with it...
Be nice to your mum, insya'allah naggy mcm mane pon ibu kau tu sorg ibu yg baik...
tkde ibu jahat dlm dunia...anak jer yg durhaka...!
Good to hear you wanna back up for your future...:)
Glad for you...ill be here to be your buddy weneva you need me...
Demi members...gua beri dorogan padu sis!

I soo beed to wrap this up...need to clear my report and off to bed..
Meeting JACEN ALBAEEEKKK besok...:P

Bby, i love you so much,very much and too much...
I enjoy our dream talks today...
I couldnt wait much for maya, anarqi and harith to come alive..:))
Mari kiter berdoa agar tuhan beri kiter peluang penuhi impian kita...
Sayang you muhammad noh ternyata kamu hansem..:P

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