Forever, Im yours....

Date: Monday, October 26, 2009
Time: 11:48 PM

my way

So be it...what ever i have to say is all what i see..
Dont come to someone else start asking about it..
The next thing you just wanna shut it off that easily..?
looks who's angry..?
And i know why ure reacting this way,
if you're worried your friends were to go away from you,
my pretty advice better stop behaving this way..

Well, look here..
I know there are people out there are talking behind my back..
But look at urself first...
You point one finger at my bloody face but 3 fingers are pointing back at ur fugly idiotic moron face! Stop acting..PLEASE!!!
REFLECTION DOES HELP PEOPLE!
The mirror is a good source to start of with..:)

A friend makes my day end swee2 today,he said:
"Sedang laki,bini cerai berai bleh miss...takkan members tk leh miss kan?"
Btol jugak ckp kamu...But the fact is...
Friends like you hard to find lor...You are somewhere but still acknowledge..:)
Keep up the good work yo!

Pelik tapi benar..
Aku dah bual tk nk lyn, nanti tk bual assume merepek meraban!
ape yg kau nk, ape yg kau imbangkan...
You are simply not good enough to decide wats good and wrong..
I effing can see it in you..
Get lost from my way, please......:\

I miss Mr Sociology:)
I miss Biskot:))
I miss partying like a rockstar:((
I miss making kopi:((

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Date: Sunday, October 25, 2009
Time: 8:53 PM

Lost world!

Org buat baik salah, tak buat baik salah...
Den what you want?Everybody have to listen to you all the time?
Memang arh, terpulang pada org nk dgr tk nk dgr...
But please arh, u start to brag about it..and it is so annoying..
Sorry arh yg semua org dgr ckp kau..:\
I pretty feel, you should sit one corner mkn rambutan pon swee arh..make me angry:(
You think im scared of you?Not happy call 999 arh!Monyet kau!
Look here...can you just stop behaving like this..??
Could you??

You want to be known, you want to be notice..
But look at yourself, do you think u have what it takes?
Stop dreaming being someone..
Dreaming is achievable if you work hard for it...
Else dream will stay as dream..
Ploop!its gone...

Reflection helps..:)

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Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
Time: 10:27 PM

Next please....:)

Sometimes life is so bitchy...
But never-the-less..i enjoy every bit of my life..
Nothing in Impossible..:)
If you are mean to be gone, then sayonara lor...
Nothing to lose as another is waiting...
My last but not least words..
Take care arh...
Next please..:)

Did my interview today down at Forest Adventure..
And im surprise, ill be under training next week and then on attachment!
Alhamdulilah...:)
Having a better pay and much more i can have another part time job with no problems..
Thanks Ziv!:)
Hard to com across to have a gerek team manager..
I dont feel pressure during the interview in fact it was a lepak one!
Im looking forward to join another family...:)
Hmm...im looking forward to work with Fish and Co..
Shud i give a shot?
I think it shud be a good and new environment to experience..:)
Anyway, anyone who read this post jangan lah luper kaypo2 spread the news..
(Who eat chilli, you feel hot2 arh..)

I think ive become the upmost hottest topic right now..
Donta cha think so girls?Hahahaha!
Whats wrong with you people??
Do ya need another part time job for the moment..?
Starbucks didnt pay you effing enough issit?
Pity...!
Better get urself another better job specs!
Jadi makcik jual epok2 tepi jalan ker..
Atau nyonya seniwati jalanan(yang nyanyi2 kat mrt)...

My most concern now is, i wanna MEET!
Syawaiiiiii!
Lulu!!!!
Wati!!!!
Deebz!!!
The climberz!(Aidi,Aidil,Fatin,Syahmi,Zai,Suk ,Khairah,Fiqah and Shaid!)
Please, tolong, cho ming ah! I wanna spend good time with this people above..:(

I wonder where it all stop,why it fades and who wanted to be this way..
Ahhh...nvmdlah...if it have to be this way then be it...
Tapi macam heran arh..dulu kenal, skrg buat2 tk kenal...
Issit wrong, if you know me you stop by and say hai like we use to be??
Heran arh...perangai stop it dow...:P
Weird,weird,weird,weird...!

if i were to choose you and you and you and you...
neither is my choice...:))
Im not ready yet...

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Date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Time: 10:43 AM

DEAD!

Im sorry for my decision...i didnt wanna end it this way..
I know its hard for you buddies to accept it but i have no other choice..
I try hard enough to save my territory but i failed..
Its being invaded still!Damn!
Sorry buddies...
That place is DEAD..
Dead when the fun is over years back den..:)

WORK = BITCH = STEP GEREK!

Celebrated deebs birthday...
Its supossed to be a istana park surprse end we made it to Sakura suprise!
Hope you like it babe!
Surprise tak?? hahaha!
Thanks to all that help to make it to a successful one...!

Once again...
Happy 22nd birthday
Adibah!
May all your wishes come true and be a filial daugter to ur parents!
Stay cheeky and witty always!
From bimbo sister!

True friend stays, bitches friend fuck off:)

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Date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Time: 10:56 PM

another trust?

Should i even give myself another chance to trust again?

Apparently, the answer is HELL NO BITCH!...

My definition of trust is not focusing only to one specific meaning..

It is wide and in fact people would be surprise if i were to share..

So let it be...

My minds made up by the way that i feel...:))

I love games..

You asked me to play this game,

I take the challenge,

And now what?

I think you better stay rooted to your seat

And get this game done,

Once for all...

Forgive and forget sounds nice..
But to me...
No forgive and no forget...
That sounds even nicer...
If you cant accept at my worse behaviour,
You wont\dont even get to smell\deserve my kindnes..
Fuck off!
Get ur feet back to the ground..
Stop dream big, if you cant afford..:)

Come on singles...!
Lets rawk our life out!

Face down in the dirt she said,
this doesn't hurt she said I finally hurt enough.

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Date: Monday, October 12, 2009
Time: 10:21 PM

Dont Speak!

Its already the 2nd week of school..
And im pretty much sure,
im all HAPPY this semester...:))
Only HE knows my heart best!
School...
as usual...ive come to realise,
i am so lazy to even walk over to kedai kopz!
not because of ANYONE..(being straight forward here),
its just that my bumps is getting heavier
and my legs are getting lazier
to cross over the bridge just for a breather..:(
Been recce'ing much interesting places for
some fresh air now..!LOL!:))

Ive been downloading lots of song currently,
And dont speak becomes one of my
favourite song now and then...
Especially this verse..:))
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together
always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know...
(dedicated to anyone, in general)

Sometimes, things happen in life for reason..
and i always give chances to anyone...
Im not being baised...
Im not being two face..
I play the safest game..
And i play with people's game well..
Hey you...!
Im up for every game..
If you think im scared to lose and to face failure..
You really got a damn god wrong bitch,dude..:))
Just bring it on!

Hahahaha!!!
What's love...??
I have bloody hell no idea peepz...
I dont wish to tell, i dont wish to share,
For now..
No one in common,
no one can own this heart..
Cuz love is not anymore important..
So lets all be friends....yeay!:))

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Date: Thursday, October 8, 2009
Time: 11:59 PM

Body and mind

If you think you are alone, my bet..

You're not...because me and the rest will always be there for you..

And i know how it feels to be trash like a piece of shit and

you dont expect to see things which you dont wanna see or even hear..

Well, my pretty advice is...

Just face this kind of people and allow yourself to breathe..

After so long you hold things down, giving the best you could..

This is the best time you treaseure your broken heart...

I believe that, no one could help you to move on..

Its YOU, YOURSELF...

Trust me...

Friends will be there, but they themselves have their own things to think off..

BE DEPENDENT on yourself...making effort from your own decisions...

the rest of the things, let time take the lead..

If you think ure not strong, think again...

Let your body take over your mind...

there more things you got to achieve rather than holding on to this minority of people who cross your line and short circuit it..

I know its tough..but what to do...you should be prepared for the after effect of breaking up..

Or being ignore by people around you..

PARTY and WORK and HAPPY PILLS do helps alot...

And lastly..this work pretty much..

If things got worsen..until ure not even being treated as a friend..

try this at home, at public and anyway...

SMILE AND KEEP OUR COOL:))

Dun feel good dont you..?

Like it when i react that way??

I bet u dont right...?

Sorry, i have my reason to do so...

Shocked to hear that kind of question from your dada...

I cant say much anymore..

I rest my case...:)

Get well really soon Uncle Taib..

I will chit chat with you again when ure confirm okie!

Nice to see you laugh and smile just now in ur hard bed and ur drip...

Its hurtful to see you in such condition...

I know its painful and such..

And here i am,

praying for your recovery...

with hope you gonna be well soon...

Insyallah...

Had a good laughing time today with the ROCK geng...biase jugak..tkde ketawa tkde kegembiraan..:))Sorry gangs, i cant join for the marvellous dinner you guys had at Seoul Garden today, due to CGH visiting trip..so yar...

Anyway...Its my dearest vice president birthday today...

Syahmi Azmi!

Selamat hari jadi yah...

Moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki...

Hope, whateva you wish this time..

HE will fufill it for you..

A year older, a year wiser...

Amin...

Preventing is too late..

Stopping wont help either..

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Date: Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Time: 2:53 PM

Sorry

A man not with his words...
You can be the most nicest guy on earth to people's eye..
But not me...
You can blind others from your words..
But not me...
And im stating the fact here...
You make me think otherwise...
When i saw you..
I will generously gives you my smile..
So long friend...
Take Care....

A straight forward man..
Be it hard or easy, i will go through this...
I dont wanna hold things so much cuz i dont wanna fall hard..
Im not the only one, and i know there are others...
And i encourage you to exploit more...
Ill take one step back and
Let time tells how issit gonna be like...
I wouldnt wanna play with fire anymore..
And im strong enough to even to put a stop to everything...
:)

I bet..my heart is still shut....
Dont know why, maybe experience that lead me this way..
Sorry..im so sorry...
Im fickle but i think i shud think about myself first before others..
Crying is not anymore my game..
Mean is my middle name..

Igonoring doesnt mean i dont acknowledge..

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Date: Monday, October 5, 2009
Time: 9:33 AM

More than 3

Hari raya with the climbers...thank you so much guys for the great day and in fact with KTM as my companion..everything is fine...I couldnt care-a-less bout budak itu, as i think u really dun deserve any mercy...Look upon urself and ask..are u behaving like a mature one?or are you just being urself when you know you urself should change..I dare to say this here, not because of KTM, in fact me and KTM are friends...closefriends...I wont make any comparison as u should learn how to mirror yourself and look at yourself deeper..Thank you to people like AIDI,ZAINI,SUKASHI,AIDIL,FATIN,KHAIRAH, FIQAH and SHAID who make me feel better after all those stupid commotion..I wonder, when will things be handled professionally?

Did my tanning last week of holiday...and here i go back to my old me...doing my old things again and lead life like a feather...Lets go with the flow...im not going to ask for much cuz im being as happy as i can facing my life...see...Im still smilling core shittt....:)If ure pretty unsure if the person ure depending on is still around to care, then my advice is...learn how to depend on urself first...standing on your own two feet and i bet u gonna be fine...Depending on others only shows how weak are you living in this world...fight against all odds and be strong to give a better living for urself... There is always someone better ahead...all it takes is patience....:)

Well2....lets see how far can we go....

I dun wish to rush cuz, this journey is too sweet to end it with an item...

Hahaha...u always complete my night with your concern...

Appreaciating small little things which i dun see...

Ill be there, to wipe ur tears, and ur motivator to prove ure strong...:)

Gawd!Susah dtg arh nie anak....

And as for to 2 dearest people i treasure most...

Aidiruddin and Fatin Amir

Selamat Hari Jadi pada kamu yah...

Semoga Umur di panjangkan...

Rezeki berlimpahan dan

Bahagia di samping org kau org syg...

Senyom2 selalu...:))

Ure just more than 3 words....

Making me feel back alive that ive always wanted....

Jumbo house with boulder gym?

:))

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