Date: Thursday, April 29, 2010
Time: 12:41 AM

hell yeah...been months and now my arms start to ache again...
But its okie, it will get better after consistent power endurance training...
sometimes i wonder, what have i put myself into...
its okie, for my benefit...i choose to do anything for the best of me..:))

im stuck with my first lit review right now..
didnt know why maybe my brain too tired to even start off reading any journal articles..
But still i need to get rid my first review by this sunday...
Ive decided to stay at woodlands library the whole day tommorow to
complete my lit review...I wouldnt have the time to finish it up
by this weekend..so much things to do on the weekends...:(

Jacenbby will not be booking on labour day..:(
Sungguh tk gerek......but nvmd, i noe the whole waiting time will be well spend
afterall once he is out the next coming week..:))
Today was his first day meeting up his platoon mangkoks..
Hahahaha!Mesti cute lau dier mind fuck budak2 hingus tu sumer...
Wish i can see him conduct lessons/ anything arh with his platoon..
Teringat zaman muda lampau aku maki budak2 npcc!
I was very mean and vicious! Mak tk mak...maki tetap maki...

I want nobody but JACEN ALVAREZ right now beside me...
Mane tak...i need him to laugh at my bloopers...
I nak dier wipe peloh wen i pespire..
I rindu dier kiss my hand randomly when we walk around...
I suker dier put his on my shoulders like he is my bestfriend...
I sungguh perlu dier punye joke2 bodoh uat i ketawa kuat2...
Saya miss dier panggil i "baby!" lepas tu dier "meoow!"
Dier punye senyum buat i cair bile tyme i penat...
Bahu energise satu bdn buat i rindu dier sesangat sekarang...!
Dan byk lagi!!! Maaf cakap lau i have to say...
He is the awesomest boyfriend compared to the both idiot!
Mature enough to be my future husband...
Prepared enough for my future childrens...
(All of the above lau tk kekal till i kahwin dgn you bby, you siap..!hahaha~!)
l bet he wont be like those CIBAIs..!

Meh! i nasihat...
Trust me...guys who are older, working and have lots of experience in past relationships are better to fall for. Well, kechik (faezah) make a good guess! I choose mature guys as my bf.... hahaha!Once bitten, twice shy.... never again...
Whatever fuck shit about my past! so fucking pissed that i have such bad past!
Yang penting i nak bilang JACEN nie...:(
bby busok...i wanna perm my hairlah....
bby busok...i wanna have kasot rock pillars (top gun lace)
bby busok...im dying for m-specs...
ontop of everything!!!!!!!!! look at those large fonts below!
bby busok...im soooo dying for you!!!!!!
CAN YOU TELEPORT FROM TEKONG TO MY ROOM RIGHT NOWWW??
Can i...pleaseeee...?? pleaseee agreeee....
Miss you truckloads soulja boy!
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