Date: Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Time: 12:43 AM

5th ramadhan today, its gonna be 6th ramadhan tomorrow..
Time flies dat damn fast dont you think so?
I dont really feel lethargic for this year ramadhan..
Maybe because working at swensen does more work i guess compared to *bucks?
Or maybe its just situation,environment and working style...
after so long, i did my first morning shuft at 9am today till 5 plus...
Gosh! a loooonggg thirsty and tempting day...
As i was doing fountain for half of the shift today...
funny....caught red handed org melayu tk puase....lol...!
but whateverlah kan...sendiri dosa, sendiri tanggung...

Sayang is still in tekong for another 2 more months
And he'll be back on normal regular basis after that..*hopefully*
But not too long, he'll be doing his sispec for another 3 months.
I know its tough but i have to dwell with it...
Im all prepared for his working lifestyle..
No doubt, from the time we got attached..
He got stuck with medic course for 3 months...
2 weeks of rest for us and his family..
Back on his errands for another 6 months in tekong for the BMTC thingy..
So by then after he completed tekong thing, we are already 10 months old..
I dont really feel the relationship duration..
I felt time flies that fast, kejam celik dah nk 1 year...
Glad i made it this far....its hard at first...
but he manage to pull me through this together with him...
I wasnt complaining but i am happy that im able to understand his situation..
He, at his side pon susah...he cant do anything like he always remind me..
He's working...klau aku keje mcm dier pon aku akan ckp yg same..
So meaning, im a grown up...:)) I know how tough life can be...
never once, he left me unattended if he got the chance...
Every single weekend, we have it for our own...
As every other day we have our own errands to clear..
Alhamdulilah...syukur...we are doing just well, smooth and insyallah...this will consistently glide all the time...
I need to get my needs,mental and emotions diverted to something impotant...
Ive no idea if he have to leave me for months for overseas deployment...
But if he have to be deployed, i have to get myself gear and all ready to face the worse kangen moments!
I can say, its gonna be extremely hurtful, sad and lonely...
But then again...im old enough not to be sooo dependent on my bby...
I have to be strong and tough...I did it all the time...
so why cant i do it this time with him....
every single day past will be the sweetest thing i will keep while waiting for him..
we do this sayang...!:)

Its enough for me to hear you call my name and say you miss me alot..
every single day...im serious...:[
Cuz i noe, no one else compatible to you, besides me...:)
Dont worry sayang...for all you know...im fine here...right now..
at this very moment...i tk akan menduakan you...apatah lagi mengejar cinta lain..
yang tk mungkin pasti...i love you so much sweetypie...
Ill be right here waiting for you...
even mummy noe...!:P 0have left cookies for me