Date: Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Time: 9:58 PM

Stop talking crap and starting thinking wisely!
Ive always wanted to say this here but i keep on forgetting..:(
Pretty sad that im getting older and my memory is not so good now..
I wonder if human really make use every space
in their mind to think about anything gonna happen in life?
Do they even think before they speak out something,
be it in blog, fb or even personally face to face to someone?
My bet, only minority would even bother to think before saying something..
As far as im concern, i really gotta to bring this up..
the fact is im mature enough to THINK like a women not a girl..
SPEAK maturely not like a kiddy..
and lastly, this is for anyone who likes to think they are always better...
"JANGAN MENGAJAR ORG KALAU BELOM CUKOP ILMU DI DADA"

The reason i bring up this "think" issue here is because..
i took a whole group of youth at risk at work today...
They really acting like mane nyer big fuck jer..
Walk with open chest, talk like there is no tommorow...
Seriously, during at their last site..
I asked this boys to do some interesting moves that i really make them feel ashamed of themselves among their fellow friends and officer..
I force the boys to do the tarzan swing, which is at 7 metres height...
Next i command them to rigg up their safety device,
face the tree and fall backwards...and to my surprise...
those with angkong, shout like mane punyer brawler, maki members bachol..
in actual these KNN is the biggest BACHOLZ i ever see...
got this idiot, keep on wanna negotiate with me..
"ma'am, can i do front way, i sick arh!"
Siak arh..baru 3 mins ago he shouted at his fat friend
"KIWAK!KAU BODOH pey bachol! Terjon jelah backwards!, berani buat case tapi tk berani terjon"
I was so fucking offended lah, i tried my very best to make him feel malu...
which i really did...
after he rigg up, he shouted from the top..
"Ma'am...please...let me do front way.."
I laugh at him and i only say this to him
"next time, before you laugh at others mirror
yourself first cuz ure more or less worse than your mates"
Fuuuh...im all relieved after saying that...
Finally i make him learn something besides overcome fear for his program today..

Dont talk about karma, cuz im effing used to it...
So if you do not want bad karmas to hit you like a hurricane,
then my pretty advice would be..THINK deeply, ANALYSE carefully..
Dont just speak like there is no tommorow for you and assure that whatever you say dont come back to you...:)

I am grateful to have..
Jacen Alvarez who is always there for me..(be it near or far,that doesnt even matters anymore)
And i know very well, you have alot of things at the back of your mind..
You have been thinking and thinking....
Dont worry sayang..i will take care of you plus both your parents in future k..
Lets doakan mereka..(both our parents)
Moga, Allah panjangkan umur mereka...
murahkan rezeki mereka,berikan mereka kekuatan untuk jalani usia emas mereka...
Jauhi kanlah mereka dari malapetaka yang akan menimpa..
Dan kita mohon agar dosa mereka di ampun kan..
Amin...

I love you sayangku muhammad noh muti...
Sesungguhnyer ya tuhan, ku hargai setiap pemberian yang kau berikan padaku..
Ku bersyukur...:)

Mummy and baba...
Please...wait for me...
Cuz i still need you both in my life...
i sayang you both...please.... 0have left cookies for me