Date: Monday, February 22, 2010
Time: 1:07 AM

Its that the choice you gave me??
You effing know i wont heed it...
Im all old enough and not to be treated like a child..
Im not primary school students that need to be spoon feed all the time...

I am the one who face all those chaos all this while..
You're not even there when times are hard for me..
Hell yah..thanks for helping me to get my new lappy..
Thanks for everything and that was before..
For like finally, i realise now...i was wrong..
You set me to think...
I thought you could understand but...
Sadly..ure not...
As you wishlah huh...
Penalyse me all you want..
Dont worry, im good at holding on to things..
And you know couldnt care -a-less..
So be it!!!

I met my Jacen yesterday...
Didnt turn for my morning shift cuz im having diarrhoea..
Pain sey my bontot...:((
He send to the doctor and im all fine today...
Thank you sayang...:))
so sweet if him..
We almost had tiff because i waited for him all alone at Yishun..
But the best thing about us is...
Each time we gonna have a tiff, we automatically tone down and talk things out..
Susah marikan..:))Sweet skali...
we dont react on impulse cuz we both believe its redundant..
I did had a bad day on sunday..
Thanks to him im all smilling again...
And i know he will always be there for me no matter what..
Im pretty sure he is the one that i need with me..
iloveyou ganteng * handsome in indonesia*

Saturday was great!!
Went to sentosa for tanning..
And guess what!!
My sayang never tan before alright..,
So suci dlm debu sey my sayang..:P
Had his first layer of tanned skin..
The only thing that surprise me is that he turn out to be so redlah...
Lobster boy!!
Cutelah sangat....:))
Good lepark saturday..
Swimming across the pahlawan beach..
Intimidating ppl around us..lol!!
Sorry...:))
Sweet dinner over at marina abd we head back home!:P
another shocking thing is that..
He agree to do a follow up on his tanning session next saturday..
Weeeeeeee!!
See adapting is not that really hard..
Weather you willingly wanna try and adapt it or not..
But i garauntee you sayang...
You will have a nice tanned skin if you bare with it for a couple of sessions..
Tanning is so cooollahhhh..
Jantan kental jer takot panas..bacholz!!
duduk dlm gerobok k??
Jadi tk kene panas..:(

I really miss him alot right now..
Bacin, i cant wait for the ring..:))
and Yeay! Thanks alot for that hubby...
Im so in love with you...<3

Before i end this post..
Afew things i would love to share to my dearest gfs..

My dearest best gf..
U know its kind of hard for you to let it go..
You gave more than just everything to mend up the last break up..
And again it broke again..
Love..even if you think there's no one for you..
You jolly well noe im here..
Im always here..dont keep everything to yourself!!!
You said you moved on..
But i noe its kind off bullshitlah..
You wanted to cry wen u saw me..
So tell me if u effing have let him go already...
Dont lie to me okie..as far as im concern..
You and me, we can nvr hide things from each other..
Sooo plssss..dont do this again..
My prayers will always be with you..
Take care sayang...
U will always be the best gf ever..
Never a bestfriend, never a foe..
Ure my family..:))
loveyou nurulfazlina!!

Fitraa suhaili..
You are still young..
You still have long way to go...
Dont waste it for nothing..
Accept things for the good experience yoy had with that person..
At this age you shud be making more new guy friends..
Just make sure you dont become a bitch sudahlah..
My warning to you!!!
Let him go..sooner or later your prince charming will come for you..
And you know at this young age you should think about enjoying..
Dont waste your tears for something good..
Save it for something better okie!!
Get you feet back on track..
You still have me and FA to rock your ass off..
And you can still carik jodoh at FA..
All the makerl and pumlek are there for you...:))
lol!! Just remember this babe..
This is my strong and sweet advice..
Whatever happens..
Smile:)) and walk away..
Look at the brighter side and set urself a good goal for you to achieve..
You know i will always be there for you..
Sayang kamu..:))
please dont give me sour face the next time i see you at FA!!!:/ 0have left cookies for me