Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Time: 12:01 AM

Im all dead again after sending him back to camp..
Tell me if its enough, my honest answer would be no..
I keep on missing him when i know the time for is so short,
Been through this before, and im pretty sure,
i can make it again this time..its hard, but demi cinta...
I go against all odds, i will persevere this through...

Our weekends, CNY....
damn it! Its like everywhere we go all closed
and PACKED..lucky we have each other to keep each other occupy..:))
Wasnt in a good state of enjoyment, due to work..
I was working on saturday,cny eve..sunday,cny all shop are closed,
mon i have to work and left with today im off..
So tell, do u think i hv enough time??
Hwell no lah..:(
I was hoping for sunday to be a good day..
But due to that stupid casino opening,
we both wknt be able to enjoy our sweet plans..
I was freaking pissed and tell me lah..
U plan a great outing on a perfect off day, his not in camp..
But it was ruin by stupid situation like long queue to enter sentosa,
movie was damn sucks and full house,
shop closed! Like WTF arh...
Thank god we both can hv back up plans lah..
Seriously tk perlu arh situation nie mcm...
Wasted half a day...:(
I blame the organisation for ruining our sweet plan..

Met him today, soo yar..
As usual down to town, grab his adidas top..
Supposed to get his dad's adidas long sleeve top,
but he got for himself instead..b...b...:))
Like korg tgk arh, mcm fuck up kan..
My 2nd off day, tonight he's back iN camp...
Im so angryyyy...://
We did have good talk with each other regarding us..
Apparently, both of us seems to worried bout each other..
But sayang....remember,
no matter what, im here to stay…
and nothing can seperate us....
Im here without you is already hard enough..
So what makes me thing losing you is gonna be easy..
I bet if that were bound to happen, it will be toughest idiot thing for me to face...
And you the answer to all the question that you wanna prompt to me..
I will stay rooted to all my decision..
Its fixed and nothing can sucked me down..
Even how hard they try...


Ya Allah,
Ku mohon padamu tuhan..
Kau kuatkanlah semangat hamba mu ini..
Berikanlah kedua hambmamu ini keselesaan
untuk meneruskan bahtera cinta ini..
Kau restukanlah perhubungan kami..
Kau tunjukkanlah kami kejalan yg kau redhai..
Kurniakankah kami dgn hati yg cekal agar dpt kami tempuhi segaka rintangan..
Ya allah..
Sesunggihnyer kami ini hambamu yg lemah..
Kau bantulah kami ya tuhan..
Kami mohon...
Amin...

P/S: My cinta..our love remains the same....
And you very well that i wont let our love fray,
that easily no matter what...
I will be right here waiting for you..
Cuz you deserve my waiting...:)
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