Something that is in me that set me to think...

Sometimes i find myself confused..

Growing older but still my attitude varies from time to time..

I didnt mean to hurt anyone with my ego..

Maybe life and experience pull me down so much..

And there's where my ego comes about..

I wonder..

Will my ego let him think otherwise about me?

Can he accept that little imperfection of mine...

But for im really sure..

I will try my very best to minimise this ego in me...

Hey past..

Ive buried you down ..

And im pretty sure, you're dead..

If you comes back alive i will assure you will dies with my own bare hands...

So stay down there and dont move a inch..

I went through so much hurt, hard times and pain all this while..

By sending him to me now, makes my life meaningful..

Please dont take him away from me..

All i need is his words, present and touch...

Ill be crippled without him...

So please.....dont take anything away from me..

For at least...

Allow me treasure and cherished him while i can...

I wanna grow old with him..

And watch our kids grow with him..

Lastly, i wanna catch my last breathe

in his arm and with our kids around...

Please....

Amin....