Where shall i start?

Aite..been busy lately with friends and work especially.

Been working lots of shift this few days just to pay up may 1500++ bill!

Gawd!troublesome...but yar...i did look for another part time job currently and luckily have lots of contact and see..rezeki dimana2..time is running out so fast and i believe its a good time for me to occupy myself with better things to do...

Im at work now, waiting for to clock in for shift. For goodness sake..im working closing till Thurs with sheena loo...haiz..but its okie...i will enjoy my fri nite with my SBHV family at east coast for the store chalet and i guess ill be meeting ayim mok at tampines do some a little catching up with him and so then ill proceed to east coast chalet!!yeay!! Saturday morning will be a cycling day out with the homies to ubin..LOL...so much things to do...hope ill pick up myself faster each day...Sunday will be my buddy camilla and mimie wedding..i shall come and be there for their prestiges wedding reception...BLACK for me on that day...!

Have i given up?

No answer for that...cant tell right now...maybe im not gonna show any expression or wateva..Maybe it will show somehow or rather..just stay tune...I can still feel the existance of him in my heart..but wen i try to feel it, its like so far away...