Browsing through the photo albums of me and him..makes me really hard to wash things out of mind so easily...we went through so much yet..we are still this way...did some thoughts while i was having my break at work...How i wish things still can be analyse and weigh again...We have our mistakes..but still nothing is happening now...All the things we have done together..are all still fresh up in mind...The laugh, the arguements..So much....:'((

I cant be living in denial...i do miss him...and my heart is so weak to handle this...Im sorry...its hard...its really hard...but i have to carry on with life...all that left are the debris of our love with me...i will cherished it eventhough it left so little with me...Im picking up the debris, and keep it with me till dun noe wen..My morning was not as sunny as before, my night is not as bright as before...It looks the same...nothing change except rays from my dearest homies..mas and bon..:)..else...its all me...

Mas..as i mention to you...its hard...its very2 hard..cuz i really love him...and i noe you know...I sleep with tears and memories till i fall asleep..Every step i’m taking, every move i make,feels lost with no direction, my faith is shaking but i gotta keep trying to live...