Im unsure why im still here..the only thing i could sense is....there are people running after you...liking you...admiring you...wanting you...My inner sense never lie...it happens all the time...so i think it still working this time.. See me smile..i pretend that im blind, i pretend that im deaf in fact..i see,observe with my eyes shut...surprises dun you?

Every day,it feels like my heart is damaging badly and i cant fixed it back..not only that..each time im out with homies, my tears roll...i dun understand why...its killing me softly...im so half dead yet i dont care...

Issit wrong for me to wait or even to love someone who doesnt seems to even care, bother, thinks about me?Am i being an ass for hoping and think positively that things will be mended up soon? Haiz...i dun understand why im living this way..i love to much till my love is being thrown down the drain...u walked away and leave me drowning with tears and still i never hate you...im holding on to our promise and now im losing the grip...once again..im hurt by ur actions but u didnt realise...Im taking a step forward now allowing you to have ur move...and ill just watch you from the back...

Ya allah...jika ini kehendak mu..aku turuti..berilah aku ketenangan dan pertunjuk agar aku dpt jalani setiap ujian yang kau beri...Hancurnya hati ini hanya kau yg tau..namun aku akan tetap tabah hadapi semua ini...amin...