For once i expect things shud be handled professionally and maturely back in class. Is that so hard? Mangkok ar! My day turn out to be the most suckiest day ever. Been asking myself this question, how am i gonna face this for the next 1 year?Ya allah...i can go bald after this semester..Seriously...!Having outdoor activities today out to woodlands town park for hiking. Damn! it was cool yet its been ruin! Goodness...Enduring....!!!! Thursday lesson USED to be the best module ever in my whole life in RP for the past 5 months, but now..i really hate this module..My interest forthe lesson went down to drain...haiz....NVMD! I will survive! I cant let myself repeat this whole module because of personal reasons. I wanna get out of RP really damn soon...

I let this tears shred again today..gently i wipe it with all the strength that i have currently..very little that's left but once again, i dun feel its gone..A soul say this to me today,"Siti, Aku tau..kau raser pedih,marah...i noe ure a strong girl, i know its hard, but you have to try..."Mas..thank you for all your support,encouragement...u know im really weak in love...so weak yet i never wanna give up...i dun noe why...U noe that i have no more happiness left..Cause my smile shows...i cant help it! For now i have to go through this pain slowly..my heart is numb...so numb now...