Had a good day today with my babies after climb today...felt much better with them occupying my lonesome..these babies can really make me laugh..hmm...Mummy loves you girls...wen i love i really love...no time for lies and hypocrites...You can rely on me for everything, but when im gone...im dead forever..when i cant forgive, till i die it remain unforgiven...

Went to climb today with my beloved baby,eraa..thank god i have her around else im lost..i felt awkward lah..dun noe y..maybe after the break up, everything simply change..true enough from this phrase "putus kasih, putus segala.....". But never i want things to be ended this way..But wat to do..he wants it...another phrase claims"Sering kali kau ungkapkan, ku turuti apa yg engkau hajati..." I give wat you want, but i never want to do all this things...


Did my runnings and other physical stuff..wow!my back hurt again but nah..IM STRONG! dont care anymore... Seems like i having good time maintaining myself now...I felt stupid sometimes...

I have my job, i have my earns, i have my friends, i have my interest, i have my family, i have my school, i have my homies..but why am i like this...? Complete, but yet im confuse...Dun noelah...i would to share my love, my earns, my care, my concern, my heart with the person i really2 love...its okie...now i have 2 adopted babies from RP...they will share my love now...to my homies..u guys too i really,really,really really loved...u guys touched me so much..Thank you for taking care of me and be there wen i need you guys most..despite rain or shine, u guys are there for me..especially my beloved laling bon2 and mas'b...

Need my rest now...having swimming tommorow and working as well....(YES! I DO WORK AFTER SCHOOL!!!) People have been asking me.."how can you handle your time with work, school and enjoy.." Its all time management...set ur priorities right..got to play ur game well..You want MONEY, PARTY, UPDATED WARDROBE, TOYS, get ur lazy ass off the seat and WORK, u wanna look cool and good? EARN hard for it...else u will have to depend on your parents for everything. And that's what i call not independent...Dun be lazy, yes common answer i receive.." malas arh, penat arh, nanti arh, tgh carik kerja arh..." Mcm2 alasan...One thing, i would like to share...nothing is impossible(adidas motto)... Take pride in every single thing you do...the reason you work must be good..if u work for the sake of earning money and to enjoy and to spend like shit, i tell you, you are insane... SAVE!!!!Learn to be, at least YOUNG ADULT! and YES! I have my savings with AIA.. proves that im saving! If i die, at least my mum and dad got to feel my hard earn money..:) Mas and me agree....DUIT BLEH CARIK, TAPI JANGAN LOKEK...thats our belief..i think im too generous sometimes...very bad...but im sincere...bare that in mind..:)